D LAST :P

I’ve guest it from before . I’ve many question in my mind that I couldn’t tell at that time . Especially , That words were Saying that you want to be my Best friend that always be on my sides , forever . but , in fact , I couldn’t believe it .’cause until now , you never try to prove that . Look at your self rite now ! there are many  things changing from you . Your way to talk, your Eyes , And For me , You are not The real of you . You are a Big lier . Nothing , you know ? I have nothing Without you exactly . But , I know , Give Up is an Idiot Words .

And , The reality , Rite now , I could Stand without anyhelp From you unfortunately . I’m really happy . I was trying to do that ,but just now I could get it . and for me , This is the best thing that I ever done without you .

But , once again inside of my Happiness before , I’m still Having a hole that always try to make me remember you again and again . I don’t understand . even actually , In my life I always try to make you as My Nightmare , but , I want you to be you in the past that could understand me more than the other friend .

I need you and the truth is U never Changed by the other in my mind . You are my breath and no one could be as what you did in my life before . even it has already past , but could I wish To be someone in your life that could know you more than the other?

Yes , ‘m trying to erase it . but this silly dream always try to pull me in the darkness .

Please , If I could wish something . I Just Wanna Say that You Are Changing When You Are with Them and In Fact that’s Not your Real Self ..

And If you have known about it , please do not lie to all them especially to your self . Say that with your Believeness if That Is’Nt You !

Please …

Hopefully You could Understand about this …